Reflection
Thursday, December 26 @ 13:45
Bound To You
Wednesday, December 25 @ 15:10
Sweet love, sweet love, trapped in your love
I've opened up, unsure I can trust
My heart and I were buried in dust
Free me, free us
You're all I need when I'm holding you tight
If you walk away I will suffer tonight
I found a man I can trust and boy, I believe in us
I am terrified to love for the first time
Can't you see that I'm bound in chains?
I've finally found my way
I am bound to you
So much, so young, I've faced on my own
Walls I built up became my home
I'm strong and I'm sure there's a fire in us
Sweet love, so pure
I catch my breath with just one beating heart
And I brace myself, please don't tear this apart
I found a man I can trust and boy, I believe in us
I am terrified to love for the first time
Can't you see that I'm bound in chains?
I've finally found my way
I am bound to you
Suddenly the moment's here, I embrace my fears
All that I have been carrying all these years
Do I risk it all? Come this far just to fall?
Monday, December 23 @ 00:37
Just lie down on your bed, reflecting upon yourself. I feel so blessed with whatever that is around me. Things might not go as planned and there's definitely things that won't go your way. But at the same time, why bother dwelling about that bit of unhappiness when you have other things to be obliged about.
When I look at you, I feel like the world stopped, or at least pause for the moment in time. I've never been this happy about the same thing for as long as I can remember. I feel elated just thinking about how you made a mark in my life and prolly permanently. We have so much things in common yet appreciate the little differences that we have. You mean so much to me, you really do. Love are a substance words can't explain. I love you. So dearly.
Thursday, December 19 @ 01:04
It's beyond frustrating whenever I'm in the negative mood just feeling shitty for no apparent reason (or is it?). And no, I don't like to be left alone when I feel this way, yet I still wanna emit the negative vibes and affect people around me. Selfish isn't it. I just want someone to stay by my side, just to hug me and never let go. And say everything is gonna be okay. But right now, sleep it off I guess?
Impossible.
NTS
Tuesday, December 17 @ 22:29
I need to do something meaningful with my life.
Haiku #01
Monday, December 16 @ 01:15
“How can I not love
when each single time we touch
my heart simply jumps"
My best.
Thursday, December 12 @ 17:16
I may not be with the hottest guy alive in this planet. But to me, he's perfect. He has a great heart. And that's when you love him and realized, he's gorgeous in your eyes. Yes dear, you could just find countless number of very good-looking guys, but it will matter only for months cause you would never know how heart plays a big part. He's really perfect, I'm swooned. He might not be the best, but he's my best.
Hearts
Wednesday, December 11 @ 18:31
How long will I love you
As long as stars are above you
And longer if I can
How long will I need you
As long as the seasons need to
Follow their plan
How long will I be with you
As long as the sea is bound to
Wash up on the sand
How long will I want you
As long as you want me to
And longer by far
How long will I hold you
As long as your father told you
As long as you can
How long will I give to you
As long as I live through you
However long you say
How long will I love you
As long as stars are above you
And longer if I may
We're all traveling through time together
Every day of our lives
All we can do is do our best
To relish this remarkable ride
Monday, December 9 @ 01:27
You're just that fucking sweet. So fucking sweet.
thinking only of one self.
Sunday, December 8 @ 23:06
Sometimes, I really detest myself for being selfish. It's like I know what I should do but I know I don't want to. I need to do things willingly and bring back my happy-go-lucky self. I feel so terrible right now. All I need right now is a huge hug, embrace me and someone to tell me it's okay. It's okay to feel like this. It's okay to be selfish. It's okay to think for yourself. It's okay to want things to go your way. It's okay to say what you want without having the guilt lingering your soul. It's okay. And the fact that I expect people to know what I feel is totally wrong of me. Who do you think these people are? Some freaking psychic? NO. I really should let that tattooed in my head. Let it out. Pour out your thoughts. This time, I can blame it on my hormones. But what if it happens on a normal day? Who or what should it put the blame to? I'm afraid that the day will come. The day that will just make you lose control of my doings and put a stop to it. Forever.
I'm sorry I can't tell this piece of my feelings to you directly. I simply can't. It's fucking embarrassing. To know this part of me exist. Such a loser. Such selfish loser.
Such algid cold weather, too cold for such intensity. Goodnight, I really love you