Hi October. I just need to pour out my feelings now. I'm the kind of person who cannot go to sleep if I faced any problems. Say what not, boyfriend, friends, family. Basically, anyone. I clearly do not understand how one can go to be with all the shitty stuffs that they are containing right at that point on time. I cannot get to sleep. Go figure.
You know, I have my limits. I, for once, can explode too. I am just a normal being. I like to be listened (not just heard) when speak. Literally won't just work. But tonight, I have no choice. Like it or not, I need to let my problems sleep too.
I'm trying to work a lot for this few months cause I feel guilty enough that my parents are providing me for this one month. I hope people around me would understand my situation and would not get angry for spending less time with you guys. I apologized.
I really want my October to be a good one. Amin.