I'm prolly passing thru a phase that no one wants to go thru. No one understand me and expects me to know what I want to do with my life. Spatting all the words, pretending I'm a multi-functional robot. It's very heart-breaking for one, in a human life to know that when look back, no one is there. One even knows what I'm going thru and took the opportunity to add the wounds that has already been done, to assure me that at the end of the tunnel, is just a black dark hole. No motivation, no support. What else do I do, for myself. 

Insya'allah, everything is going to be fine. Maybe not today, maybe not tomorrow.

But some day. One day.