TOLD YOU I'M BORED!
Sunday, November 15 @ 03:00
The reason I'm blogging today at this hour is because I'm damn damn bored. No one is at home and I feel like a rotten apple here alone. Everyone is out to KL, JB and don't-know-where-with-who. I wanna go out but I just quite came back from work and I don't feel like going anywhere. And waiting for the *beeps* but maybe not tonight uhm? You should tell me to sleep right now but IDK, something is telling me not to sleep just yet lor. *pouts* I got many plans next week. Hope it's gonna be an interesting week for me. Blah blah, should take this time to reflect back about my life uh? The no-life-busy-life life.
Anyway, I've been getting opinions, feedbacks and advices from many people but truth saying, you know me? Fine, at times I might (always) show the obvious but then, even I can't understand myself. What's more you? Not that this is a negative comment but... maybe it's kinda complicated. Especially now. With this and that. That's why I'm having breakfast with Fate this Monday, cause I need to talk to a guy friend, and he's the only one that I think I can talk to right now. And since he said that he's a self-proclaimed Hitch. We'll see about that. (:
Family-wise. Not much problem. Things are going okay for us. There's not much problem, and we're quite leading a happy family, with parents both working, brother's serving NS and sister studying and me, both work and studying. But extending to my family tree, I'm not sure what is going on really with my aunts and uncles. And I don't think I have the right to interfere. Pretty much, that's what's going on.
Education-wise. Now that might be a problem. Always late for school, an hour or two. Spent time in school mostly eating and sleeping. I think Mr. Lim gave up already. The two exams that just passed, I don't think I aced it. I haven't been doing much studying and revising and for me, it's a very bad thing. With everyone's high expectations especially my parents, I think I have to start like last time, always doing school work. Wanna know why I'm like this now? Up next.
Work-wise. One of the reason I've been dozing off in school . I feel that I've been putting work over studies. Sleeping in school so that I will have the energy to work later on. This is bad okay Syuha. Now that you've realized it please buck up. Tony, our new manager is fine. Not that bad, but very talkative. I don't know why I'm still stuck at that place. Okay, maybe I know why, but still. Sigh. I have fun colleagues so I enjoy working there. But sometimes. Yeah, I always rant about the work management so you know lah ye. My second home already.
Friends-wise. I got lots of good friends so I'm contented. Those in and out of school, I know they are reaching out for me. Thank you very much. I never quite show how much I appreciate you presence but I really do. Especially for those people who stood by me when I'm in my depression state. XD My girls' clan and porkypies. My ISS mates we gotta catch up this Friday okay!
Love-wise. A big LOL. Don't know eh. Only time can tell. But so far, things are going quite "smoothly" but it's kinda complicated. He's obviously unobvious and I'm unobviously obvious. GET IT? Neither can I. "I want a hug." Yeaaaaah. Seriously, I don't know I'm this dedicated. XD It's both a good and a bad thing. And boy, I like it when I know you're this jealous. But, but... And so, you know how I feel when you do that. Here's a list. I like it when you put a smiley at the end of each text. I like it when you have more "hehe" instead of "haiz". I like it when you stare at me, making myself looking like one retard fool. I like it when you do small stuff that makes me go big "Aww, so cute". I like it when you say you wanna sleep with me but you don't mean LITERALLY. (A big LOL to that also.) I like it when you pretend you can't hear a word I say and give me that cute-i-cannot-hear-you-face. I like how you try asking me for a cigg with that oh-so-innocent face. I like how you get jealous and tell anyone except me. I like it when you send random text unexpectedly. Hehehe~ Enough already. Although I still feel I can go on for centuries. (:
Did I bore you? I'm sorry lah. Told you I was boring. Still living the night without the *beeps* so... blah blah blah. Anyone there? Talk to me alright. (: I shall hibernate now and wake up 12 days later. (:
Anyway, I've been getting opinions, feedbacks and advices from many people but truth saying, you know me? Fine, at times I might (always) show the obvious but then, even I can't understand myself. What's more you? Not that this is a negative comment but... maybe it's kinda complicated. Especially now. With this and that. That's why I'm having breakfast with Fate this Monday, cause I need to talk to a guy friend, and he's the only one that I think I can talk to right now. And since he said that he's a self-proclaimed Hitch. We'll see about that. (:
Family-wise. Not much problem. Things are going okay for us. There's not much problem, and we're quite leading a happy family, with parents both working, brother's serving NS and sister studying and me, both work and studying. But extending to my family tree, I'm not sure what is going on really with my aunts and uncles. And I don't think I have the right to interfere. Pretty much, that's what's going on.
Education-wise. Now that might be a problem. Always late for school, an hour or two. Spent time in school mostly eating and sleeping. I think Mr. Lim gave up already. The two exams that just passed, I don't think I aced it. I haven't been doing much studying and revising and for me, it's a very bad thing. With everyone's high expectations especially my parents, I think I have to start like last time, always doing school work. Wanna know why I'm like this now? Up next.
Work-wise. One of the reason I've been dozing off in school . I feel that I've been putting work over studies. Sleeping in school so that I will have the energy to work later on. This is bad okay Syuha. Now that you've realized it please buck up. Tony, our new manager is fine. Not that bad, but very talkative. I don't know why I'm still stuck at that place. Okay, maybe I know why, but still. Sigh. I have fun colleagues so I enjoy working there. But sometimes. Yeah, I always rant about the work management so you know lah ye. My second home already.
Friends-wise. I got lots of good friends so I'm contented. Those in and out of school, I know they are reaching out for me. Thank you very much. I never quite show how much I appreciate you presence but I really do. Especially for those people who stood by me when I'm in my depression state. XD My girls' clan and porkypies. My ISS mates we gotta catch up this Friday okay!
Love-wise. A big LOL. Don't know eh. Only time can tell. But so far, things are going quite "smoothly" but it's kinda complicated. He's obviously unobvious and I'm unobviously obvious. GET IT? Neither can I. "I want a hug." Yeaaaaah. Seriously, I don't know I'm this dedicated. XD It's both a good and a bad thing. And boy, I like it when I know you're this jealous. But, but... And so, you know how I feel when you do that. Here's a list. I like it when you put a smiley at the end of each text. I like it when you have more "hehe" instead of "haiz". I like it when you stare at me, making myself looking like one retard fool. I like it when you do small stuff that makes me go big "Aww, so cute". I like it when you say you wanna sleep with me but you don't mean LITERALLY. (A big LOL to that also.) I like it when you pretend you can't hear a word I say and give me that cute-i-cannot-hear-you-face. I like how you try asking me for a cigg with that oh-so-innocent face. I like how you get jealous and tell anyone except me. I like it when you send random text unexpectedly. Hehehe~ Enough already. Although I still feel I can go on for centuries. (:
Did I bore you? I'm sorry lah. Told you I was boring. Still living the night without the *beeps* so... blah blah blah. Anyone there? Talk to me alright. (: I shall hibernate now and wake up 12 days later. (:
